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Monday, August 04, 2008

Moved!

Hey,
I'm closing this blogsite.

Visit me at my new blog add: http://fabledfacade.wordpress.com

Cya!

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Friday, March 14, 2008

Comment on some Malay politician' bullshit

article from The Star

Personally, if I am a Malay...I will feel so insulted by his comment about Malays and NEP.

“We (Umno) have to really sit down and think. It looks like the educated Malays do not care about Malay rights anymore,” he said when contacted.

“The Malay doctors, lawyers, engineers feel they have made it on their own merit.

The Malays are saying ‘you can’t scare us by talking about us losing our rights, because we are here on our own merit’.”

Did he mean that there are certain race that can't survive any competition in this big world without "handicap(s)" ??? That they will perish or reduce to helpless, useless race if their born priviledges are taken away. Wake up man. The only people who benefited from this NEP are u people - not the Malays but the Malays politicians who are rich and getting richer every single day.

FYI, the Malays youngsters that u people sent out for degree studies as part of the NEP...they have brains kay, and I believed that they earned their degrees rightfully. They did it on their own merits. U think those medical students u sent to Russia - the Russian lecturers gave them good marks because they are Malays? They dont give a shit kay. And these graduates see the real world n not the so-called protective world u created for them. They see that no one give a damn about their Malay heritage but those can compete, they survived. Have u ever heard of "survival of the fittest"?

What is a Malay rights btw? What the people/rakyat demand are the Malaysian rights. So what if u guys were here in Malaysia first? That is freakin centuries ago! This is the 21st century man!
And by ur little comments, u insulted every Malaysian k. We the non-bumis are not 2nd-class citizens of Malaysia. We did not sit and 'goyang kaki' and wait to be fed by Malays. We help develop Malaysia into what it is now. We are Malaysian!

“Every wakil rakyat will have to work to win the hearts of the people. This is good for Malaysia because, at the end of the day, it is the rakyat who benefits,” he said.

This is the only thing u say it right but erm, talk but no action leads to nothing. Either get out from ur 'tempurung' and start being a real wakil rakyat Malaysian (fyi Malaysian=Malays, Chinese, Indians), or I personally do not think u will survive the next elections.

My word abt the elections - I'm happy with the results. U want a chance, we gave it to you.
Now can you please start delivering your promises and stop all these childish conflicts? We are not some kind of treasure chest la!

Remember wat Spidey's uncle said, "With great power, comes great responsibility"

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Maybe....Maybe Not

maybe this blog will be reactivated again...kua. I guess it's just one of those days.

By the way, if anyone is wondering....

I AM NOT DEAD.

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Hot for Nuffnang (crappy title, I know)

Right now, I'm baking in my room. No, I'm not baking cake...wat i meant was I''m self-baking. It is so so damn hot here. As hot as any typical day in Malaysia minus the rain n air-cons. Come on, we practically jump from one air-con place to another, or our car's air-con is always on full-blast mode.
Here, i think almost every students bought a standing fan edi. Haiyoh...*sweating like a pig edi, i know pig dun sweat...so sue me.*

Been a long time since my last post. Sorry folks, been busy NOT preparing for exam. Busy like a bee doin this n that for self-pleasure or for other ppl's pleassure. sigh....gota start preparing since everybody is now on frantic mode preparing n no one left to play with. If you cant change them, join them. So I mite go into a blog-hibernation mode soon....ok, not that it will make any difference right.

Oh yah, if anyone notice, I just added an ads "Nuffnang", did a lil' tweaking here n there. I'm not into making money with blogging. I blog for fun, not money mah. Besides, i dun think I'm good enough as a blogger to generate 1000 visitors a day...i really respect those pr0-bloggers, wondering how they do it. And I dun think I'm interested to venture into Pay-perpost thingy. Not my cup of coffee n I dun have time (med school med school) hehe.

But I need money. N hoping it will be easy money. *wishful thinking* Maybe putting ads n the need of money can make me more motivated to blog often. hehe. Reason y i need money. Well, I want to have my own domain mah and more freedom in my blog. Donation anyone??? I promised it will be worthwhile..hehe.

So, Nuffnang. It is Asia First Blog Advertising Community established in Malaysia. Malaysia Boleh!!! It seem to have give out alot of goodies...esp free screening of Pirates of Carribean (aiyoh...y now la n not later when I'm back) Their concept is similar to Google Adsense ...but more locally n easier for us, local ppl (I'm still a local k)
Btw, their ads are so cute! and their logo too! haha.

My LifeLog_, Uncategorized_, Blogger/Blogosphere_

Labels: Blogger/Blogosphere, My LifeLog, Uncategorized

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Saturday, May 05, 2007

My Savior My God

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior

I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my Savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

My Savior loves my Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God He was, my God He is,
My God He's always gonna be...

Yes living dying let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring
That He who lives to be my king
Once died to be my Savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

My Savior loves my Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God He was, my God He is,
My God He's always gonna be...

My Savior lives, my Savior loves (x2)
My Savior lives...

I always feel that I am the resourceful type of person. I like to find out everything that is new and interesting. I like to be updated. I like to have the newest version of so n so even if I’m completely happy with the current version. Few times, I scold myself for wasting money and download unnecessary, useless newer version of a program. Today was one of the day I like to surf around the internet, checking out updates and interesting news. When I read that a songwriter, Aaron Shust won awards for songwriter of the year and song of the year with “My Savior My God” in Nashville Dove Awards 2007, I need to get hold of that song even though I never heard of a Aaron Shust, and sometimes praise and worship songs can be a disappointment. But I just have to get it. Hehe.

I downloaded it. I listened to it for the 1st time. And it touched me so deeply. If I could write a song from my heart, this will be it (but I think it will be a very horrible, a reason why I am in med school)

I always wonder why I accepted Christ at the first place. Friends from school were shocked especially my Christian friends. My family couldn’t understand it – their headstrong daughter who is a self-proclaimed atheist and been patronizing their religious belief suddenly turned 180degree the next summer. Is it something in the Russia’s air? Was I tortured and brainwashed by fanatics? Alien abduction? I had a feeling that these thoughts were on my family and friends’ minds. For me, as I said I’m still wondering. I always have questions about life but no answers, no reasons. I questioned the existence of God and I knew my reasoning of his non-existence is not complete. Something is missing somewhere. Maybe also that life here is so boring that hey, the CF seem like a nice society to fool around. The people seem so happy there it irritates me wondering why. Or maybe it is something new and interesting?

I could not remember the exact chain of events but I remembered chatting online with a Christian good friend till wee hours debating about God and life. I remembered that her reasons solved some of my missing puzzles. I remembered feeling defeated in my cause but of course, I refused to admit that to her. I was still very skeptical about God’s existence and in my heart, there is this tingling ‘truth’ feeling I couldn’t ignore. Maybe it is this tingling feeling that led me to accept Christ. Weird right? And is it sufficient enough for me to change my direction? It is new and interesting all right but nobody tell me that I have to walk on a path with thorn bushes surrounding me. And it is like the more I learn about Christianity, the more it confuses me.

Like the song, I did find it strange why Christians were raving on and on that, Christ died for us all. Some became emotional about it and they never met Jesus Christ in person. God sent His only Son to die for us is strange. In fact, everything in Christianity is kinda strange and not logical, and that time I just accepted Christ. I thought I accepted the reasons of God and life, I accepted the teachings in the Bible and living in a ‘love bubble’ with one another is enough. But that tingling feeling surfaced again. And I realized people in the CF are not happy as they seem to be. It feels as if they are carrying this huge guilt burden and that is, the guilt of their sins and of course, Christ died for them.
How could one be ever happy if they let themselves carry that kind of burden? And we are not perfect being, wrongdoings bound to happen. Now what?
Yes, I admit I will never be skilled enough to understand God’s wills and plans. Or why He called me to follow Him knowing there are better people that will love Him a lot. I could only look at it retrospectively and said how lucky I am that God did things to make me follow Him. Even tough the path is really surrounded with thorn bushes, it just don’t matter cause simply, my Savior lives, my Savior loves and my Savior always there for me.

Hmmm….I noticed I raved a lot of the ‘disadvantages’ being a Christian and if I’m going to end my testimony with a simple, ‘advantageous’ statement, that is not good right? But I guess it is that simple really. The joy is so deep it is hard to explain. Oh, and I learned something completely different from all the life’s philosophies. I used to think living in the right-and-wrong codes of human conduct (morality) is very important. It is important but the most important thing is my God loves. He loves us even if we sinned. He is the best judge ever.

Indulging Faith_, Reflections n Musings_, Music Reflections_

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Thursday, May 03, 2007

Random Thoughts at 4am

it is 4am on a school nite but I'm far far away from my parents plus I'm above 18 y.o plus I dont have class tomorrow. It gonna be a very very very very long day tomorrow.

Random Thought 1: Why I'm not sleeping now?
Never thought I will be stayin up so late tonight and doin nothing. Absolutely nothing. Hence the random thoughts and listening to music. And why I just cudnt get my butt off the chair and lie down on my comfort bed? Simply cuz someone spoilt my mood.

Random Thought 2: Operator 247....
An inside joke (not very funny actually) so dont bother. Seriously I thot it is very very lame but hey, I'm not on cloud 9 unlike sum Mary Jane/Louis Lane/Batman's lover who will be wiggling around at watever Spiderman/Superman/Batman duh~ said or do. They have this wow...understanding, electrifying connection. Wiggling. That is what lovebirds do when they say the stupidest thing to each other and they thought it was ..wat is the word again...ahhhh romantic. *puking*

Random Thought 3: Beware of wat u downloaded
My experience many years ago....I like a song from a new rock group. They came up with a video clip and it was cool. As a normal Malaysian teenager, I went into Kazaa and download it without really knowing wat I'm goin to download. Turned out...it was a video of the main singer and some guy "playing". I never listen to that song the same again. N I'm listening to it now...n hence the old "memories"

Random Thought 4: Self-righteous hypocrites (SRHs).
I just hate hypocrites....who wouldnt rite? Esp self-righteous hypocrites. They roam around telling other normal people that they have been very bad bad person and need to change bla bla bla, enabling those pitiful people to feel so low about themselves. But SRHs dont realize ...with great "power", come great responsibilities, greater expectations and judgments. And these SRHs, when the change of events happened to them, their so-called 'principals' vanished into thin air and give another bunch of reasons why it is ok for them to do exactly the opposite. N they think those people are dumb enuf to just accept it.

Random Thought 5: How....?
How many random thoughts I have?
How long more I can write till my arm breaks? Yes, i have this aching pain in my forearm.
How long more I must endure this?

Random Thought 6: Sumphero, concert.
I spent the whole evening blogging about the concert in the CF website (http://sumphero.vcfnn.org) and I think it was ok. Concert was ok. I like it. But personally, I dun want to remember it. Something in it ...nevermind.

Ok, thats it. I'm tired enuf to sleep and forget the whole day.

Labels: Rantrantrant

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Reasons I blog today...

A little excerpt from 5xmom's blog which I find it so true...

You know your blog is getting lame....when you start to copy and paste
email forwards, post Youtube videos, copy and paste technology and gadgets
stuffs eventhough thousands have blogged it, write something extreme and hope
someone notices or…. when you need to go and find meme that no one tags you and do it anyway.

And OMG....my blog is getting lame. Even I feel my life is so boring that the reason i blog today because I have nothing better to do! Sigh....I need some "beats" in my life. I need Scofield (that super-cute Prison Break guy), I need a change of environment and I need something something la.

When alot of my friends seem to be busy with the concert, I'm not. Not even abit enthu about it...actually hoping for it to be over soon. One reason is that I'm not doing anything for it (kinda left-out) and another reason is that I have no tickets to give my other friends. Even I dont have a ticket myself. Now that annoyed me! Hmmph.

The blog for the CF is done and open to all. I feel sad actually...I enjoyed doin it (eventhou I sucked at website designing) but hey, that is just me. I'm the type of person who enjoy the process, the journey not the result, the destination. Yeah. everytime I logged into the admin page, I think to myself...Now what? [I'm the type who enjoy playing Simcity cuz I enjoy building the city and then...creating many many natural disasters for the city.....Muahahaha] I dont know...let see how la. Hey, I promise I wont coincidentally accidentally wreck the blog, k.

Any more reason I blog today...? hmm, I cant wait to go back now to attend my aunty's 60th birthday bash. I dont know what kind of bash it will be but when my mum smsed n told me she is learning line-dancing for the bash....that is interesting. Hahaha. That is something i gotto see for myself. No way I'm goin to miss that even if I have to cram for my exam with my cycles.

sigh....i think i shud start thinking of activities to do, if not I'll die of boredom soon.

Ta-Ta...I'm goin to wreck other ppl's lives now.

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Monday, April 23, 2007

Simply....

Simply .... because I want to blog. Random thoughts. First of all, I'm bored. BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED!

Yeah, u get that message loud and clear. CF Concert coming up. For those who r wondering....dun worry, I'm not singin or involve in the worship team. I guess my 'tone-deaf' inability have something to do with it. Hey, I'm not being disgruntled here ok. I fit better behind the scene than right up onstage. But I'm feeling I dont really like to do all the donkey works just because of my inability.

Again....BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED! BORED!

This post is boring. I post simply because I want to blog.

Labels: Rantrantrant

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